Goodbye
Does it ever really mean a "good"bye.
How do you say goodbye to something you love. Or someone? And why does it hurt so much.
If someone were to tell you that you had to let go of them to show you how much you actually love them, would you actually do it? Let alone believe it?
Once you care about someone they are stuck in your life forever. You may care more or less for other people but you never stop. And once you LOVE somebody, your screwed. It hurts so bad. Why does something so happy have to eat away who you are. You hear everyone talk about how happy they are in love, thats bullshit. Love is bullshit. Its such a contadictory feeling. Im in love, but im miserable. That doesnt make sense, right? Once you fall in love, how do you fall out of it. Are you meant to? Or are you gonna continue to feel that way.
"It was your first true love, you'll get over it. Everyone does" Those stupid words are the words I continue to hear from everyone. Ya great, you got over it, but why am i still hurting. My common response it how the hell do you get over it. If Im just supposed to stop loving my TRUE LOVE, how do you?? How do you let them go? "Well, try dating other people, try dating a man, heck or a woman. do whatever you gotta do" my response is - "No, im in love with one person. I dont want anyone else" Maybe Im stubborn. Maybe I know this person is IT.
what works for everyone does not work for you. How the hell do you get over someone. Is it ever possible. This is the person you told everything, you loved, hugged, kissed, laughed, cried, and so on. Why risk going through another heartbreak again with someone different. Is it even worth the risk?
Or should I back track to how you know your in love
-you wake up thinking of them
-everything you see, smell, touch and hear reminds you of them
-you trust them with everything
-you think of things they love to do
-you go to sleep dreaming of them
-your clumsy
-you dream of them
-your forgetful
-THE ONLY THING ON YOUR MIND IS THEM!!!
signs of how your in love. plain and simple. One day I met someone, it wasnt love at first sight, but it grew and grew, and i got attached. when times were high, they were high, when they were low, they were low.
I dont want the same old cliche shit. This is the year 2007. We have so much new technology and theories and sceince stuff. Why am i getting the old fashion you'll be ok, when its not working. people. love is the worst and best thing. figure out a way to heal when your heart is broken.
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Wow...wonderful and horrible. Love is a good thing, although attachment can be bad. The Buddha's teachings say that what we call love is really attachment, and that is why it is so miserable, because nothing is permanent, so even if we enjoy it awhile it will always leave us. Sounds depressing, huh? My advice is to try and find the love and not the attachment, which is always going to hurt. Your days should not be good or bad based on what "love bomb" you may get today from the significant other. I know that sounds like big talk from me, who is still stuggling with crap like that all the time...but enjoy it. Think of what things you are learning and growing from while experiencing these feelings and interacting with these certain people. You will have many loves in your life for many reasons...you don't need to try and classify a relationship, just let it be what it will be.
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