S P A C E

"I dont wanna talk right now, leave me alone"

Ive heard those words a lot. ANd those are deadly words to me. They are the trigger.
Its fine if someone doesnt wanna talk. But when someone says that, then i just wanna talk more and more. I cant control it.

THen it only makes it worse, and i feel like an idiot.

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Take a sec to breathe
think bout whats going on
think bout what is happening with the other person
take a walk, eat some chocolate
COOL DOWN

How do you
Cool
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Cause when things get heated, words are said that are meant. the situation gets worse. its just a endless circle. But I wanna talk. You dont wanna talk. AN endless pull, but its best if really no one talks.

But why..
Why cant i just back the hell off when someone wants to be alone.
It seems easy, right. Leave me alone.
But to me its so complicated.

Im trying to back off when needed, but i cant change as fast as i want to, Im sorry, i really am trying. Ill learn the space and time helps...

(that was kinda random, but i had to get it off my chest---which by the way also helps free stress)